i'm superb bored.

i am so out of ideas. i don't know what to do. i don't know what i SHOULD do. it's 3.30 am. i'm waiting for 4.30 am. i wanna help my mom cooking for my sister to be brought to school. aaaah, i can't sleep. and i don't want to coz i might be having difficulties waking up at 4.30 am afterward. gosh.. i wish there's somebody with me right now. i'm hungry and i'm scared to go to the kitchen. i read ghost stories just now. so my emotional is kinda unstable right now. okay, that was dramatic.. huh. please, i wan't to sleep so bad. but i can't. boo hoo. this is sickening...