random thought

-the person who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle. but still wants you in his life..

my friend wrote this on her page.. and its so sweet... but i wonder if that kind of love still exists... :/

Yiruma - Moonlight

guys, do listen to this masterpiece by yiruma.. i dont know if youve heard of this.. but if you havent, please please please listen to it.. you wont regret it.. and yiruma is the best guys, uwaaaa~

γιατί είναι τόσο λάθος, όταν αυτό είναι σωστό;

i cant wait for our anniversary.. :')

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on 27th May..

isnt this one of the sweetest thing youve ever heard?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSYNk0WKcsk

do try to listen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6w_zLMM0qPE&NR=1


one of the best song EVER.. trust me guys.. :)

babah

babah, i passed my driving test, just like you wanted. but if only you could see me now. see mom smiling when i told her about it.. the joy she had before she mentioned about how wonderful it would be if youre still around.. i wish you could see me... see me when i get married. see me when i raise my child..

i know youre here.. but why cant i see you bah? my chest, its heavy when i think of you.. and everytime we eat outside, it feels weird with one seat empty.. YOU SHOULD BE THERE WITH US..!!

and im so so sorry that i havent visit you ever since youre not here.. its hard for me bah.. sometimes i just sit and stare blankly when i sit in your car.. and i wonder, what were you thinking one second before it all happened? i wish i could save you.... i wish i could save you.... i wish i could save you.... but i guess Allah loves you more that us..

do you know what made me like this? the unfairness..!!! we get to be like this but that old man gets to laugh and acts like nothing happens..?? i would kill him with my bare hands if its not because of mami.. but i know that mami would never forgive that piece of shit.. and so do i....

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hello world..

im not feeling very well right now. my whole body hurts.. i had a tournament match on friday. it was okay and as i said on behalf of my sister, 'with a twist of emotional..' :) bruises are everywhere.. not literally.. i have 3 or 4 bruises just on my leg. and well, i had a match with two girls.. erra and fitri if im not mistaken. i know theyre not reading this so, lets just call them that, okay?

so, first, a match with erra, she won. but i feel sorry for her.. i accidentally punched her face probably so hard (according to her) but i actually didnt do it that hard.. i mean, come on, its called karate not ballet.. but anyway, she cried.. so i had to go a little easy on her. (an excuse so that i would still look cool eventhough i didnt win that round) sensei said i kinda swing my arm and it was sorta unacceptable. but what the hell. i dont really care. and erra was probably mad so she punched me at the pit of my stomach.. i had gastric as the result of the punches she threw at me.. :( and she accidentally kicked my leg. of course, i 'accidentally cussed'..

next match was with fitri.. she kicked my leg at the same spot erra did earlier. and again, of course, i cussed.. but i punched her face too.. ohh man, that was wicked.. :) aah, sorry fitri.. :) this time, i won.. my adrenaline was pumping as soon as i thought about dad.. :( i kept spinning around during the one-minute match since i got stuck at the corner of the mat. and sensei warned me to not to spin around. 3 times and im out.. so, the match was kinda funny. my mom even laughed while recording..

last but not least, i won third place.. my sis got second place.. so guys, should i upload the videos for you to see? :) nah, i kidddddd.. but i think i will upload it.. only if im not busy.

so, im out.. salam guys.. :)


aah, so cold, my body is so heavy.. mom, im sick.. :( meds... meds... i need meds....

more photos

me

this was taken by lil jirapah (my sis) and i cropped it since my cousin arent very happy with her part next to me. and i noticed that my mouth looks kinda not normal.. for your information, i was eating COMBOS... get it? combos guys? the very best snack ever~ waaaaa...

photomania (not really)

YOU CANNOT NOT LIKE HER..!! :)

my cute lil cuzzy.. :) isnt she a cutie?

the remake of twilight book cover.. :)