ramadhan.

i dont know if i should be happy when the fasting month comes. i miss everything. i miss how things used to be. with grandpa reading the prayer during sahur and sungkai.. now who'll be reading the prayer for us? who'll be waking us up to get ready for sahur? im not even sure if i wanna wake up anymore. i miss you grandpa. we miss you. i feel the changes. and you know how much i hate changes. i want things back how they used to be! am i asking too much?! these are making things difficult, grandpa.. i need you!