each and every time i have to wait, i bury my pain deeper.

i am lonely. and i am bored. my phone doesnt even make a single sound. no incoming calls, no new messages. nothing! uh, i had a pretty boring day today. not to mentioned about things going on between me and my pa. aah, blaming me over a simple thing. sorry to say, pa. you've been blaming me since i was born. im tired of it. ergh! aaaand, eins eins, where are you...? huh.. i am so out of ideas. and, i dont know what to do other than have to wait for it. so, um okay then. off.. iskh. nada mood ku baaa. :'(