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Hey guys. sorry for the 0 updates, again.. its been a dull week for me. i was busy memanyap bilik.. but thanks to my boyfriend, its finally over. aaand, during the cleaning, cockroaches attacked us. eeewww... and i found my old memorable stuffs.. and thanks to him again, he threw some of it away. my mom starts calling me hoarders. hoho. long story short, bilik ku bersih suuudah. and its officially made into a new clean room. eventhough ada stains and stuff. but its clean. and and, soon, bilik tu, will jadi my uncle's room. and thats the one and only reason why i clean it. we did it for 3 days in a row. woaaah, mun diingatkan, i actually had good times fooling around, reading old papers and stuff while my boyfriend is busy cleaning and vacuuming it.. ohh, sorry for all the troubles i caused, baby.. next time help me clean the whole house lagii aa, okay? :) sorry nada photos. inda ku tepikir kan mengambar..

im stuffing fats and carbs in to my body.

Im getting fatter. 'makan tidur, makan tidur' 47kg, not a happy number for me. bukan pulang inda besyukur. its just that, im filled with 47kg of bad foods. mun uleh healthy foods, i'd probably be writing post yang titlenya 'im gonna live longer' (haters, i know what you think, stop cursing me)

Actually i dont know what to write. i dont want you to think that i left this blog. so, even if i make nonsense posts, at least you know that im still alive and still capable of moving my fingers to type this lame post.

Okay. dudu, bye bye.

To: Zee Shaun, the emo kid.

hey retard, i miss you. we havent contact each other for like, AGES..! i wonder how's your life right now.. still living with a shattered heart? ohh, you're the best person on earth i can find when i feel like killing myself. and know, i cant.. well, i changed my phone last time due to laggingness of my previous phone. aaand, i thought i saved you phone number on my sim card. so that explains why i havent contacted you yet. buuut, do contact me after you read this... dudu, bye bye retard..!

what actually happens to my love life? haters, get ready to partay coz you might win today.

ohh wait, what?! naah, you'd probably think that im sick of posting love posts. and that is not going to happen. after all, some people just hate it when im happy.. which makes me wanna hurt them more and more till they cant deal with it. ohh, yeah..! sounds fun ehh?

Well, i know the issue should be over by now. buuut, the spammer wasn't the only one who has issues. Trust me. so, this is basically just to shoo away people who are sick of me. guess what? im sicker than you are when i see you. bad compliments, LAYAN~ thinking about cursing me right now? I'll curse you back. :)

Look, the point is, whatever you're trying do, I WILL ALWAYS WIN.. :D

new and boring thing.

Olaa guys. as you can see, below is the new cover for my own um, personal photo collection. i named it KISMIS for its randomness. actually it was my cousin's idea. -kismis means random- its not a foreign language.. but, we created it. i know kismis means raisin and its lame. we have a reason why kismis is random. aaanyway, enough talking about it..



For your information, the photo, candid..! I took it and the hand, my cousin's..

To spammers and haters, jealous much coz i have a retard mind and not-so-cool creativity? feel free to judge my lameness and boringness and whatever there is about me that you hate the most. but please, use your own name. and honestly, im full of shit and i am boring and lame aaaand i desperately need a job...!

dududuuuu...

Okay, i take it back.. think twice before you judge me, okay? you aint gonna like it when im being thankful for your COMPLIMENTS. :)

oh, man..!

halu guys. guess what?! i have a bone fragment on my pinky finger of my left arm. aah, no wonder it hurts so much. when i first went to the clinic for a checkup, the doctor said that it was nothing. like, maybe i've had a trauma or something and it will be alright. but i told her that my finger hurts for more than 2 months. she ignored me. but, the next day, it was another doctor. she ask me if i wanna do an x-ray. and i said yes. so, bla bla bla, the result, FRAGMENTS..! ohh ohh, masa first checkup tu, i was ask to ambil blood test. and i cried masa liat syringe aa. oh man..! it felt like my heart nearly bursts. i know atu sekadar.. but im phobia arah jarum. uh, it was embarrassing.

anyway, sorry for the ZERO updates. :) i wasn't busy. just, malas.