foto foto foto

yeah, when boredom strikes! no no, cancel that out.. i mean, when i feel like SHOWING OFF.. haha. yeah, this is what i've been doing for the past 10 hours.. no, not just three of this.. there's more! more! more! but um, i don't feel like uploading those photos.. so, these are all that i can upload.. :)

happy birthday.

yes, today is the day. my 17th birthday.. thanks to those who greeted me.. and ohh ohh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUS!
baby, thanks..! and i love you. :)

ini foto kita bersama.. :)

i love love love you, baby.. :)

bipolar

how can i be happy while i am sad?
how can i be sad while i am happy?
how can i live my life like this?
this is all been too difficult for me to go through.
my life with its ups and downs.
so am i. up and down...
up and down...
up and down...

everyday is sunday

every morning i wake up, i open my eyes wide.
still lying on my bed.
thinking of what would happen today.
thinking if i made the right decision to wake up this early.
wondering if he misses me, cause' i miss him.
wondering if he will text me, cause' i need him.
i wish today is better than yesterday. and tomorrow will be better than today.
and the next day.. and the next day..
but sometimes, they're just hopes.
my day is always like this. never too happy. never too sad.
and me, just the same.
trying to keep it low when i'm too happy cause' i don't wanna end my day with crying, regretting what i've done.
trying to at least be a little happy when i'm too sad cause' i don't wanna end my day with blaming my life for being too cruel with me.
so i guess this won't change...