i wanted to believe in lots of things.. but why is it so hard? i miss my babah... last week i went to mumong to clean up our house.. but ended up crying on pa's bed.. he should be there.. :'( sometimes i even feel him here.. he was a brave man.. it was all so sudden.. it hurts me inside.. some people even made fun of him without knowing what really happened.. have you guys ever wonder what i feel? what my mom felt? your rude comments. not cool dude, not cool.. we suffer a lot because of what you guys did.. id be lying if i told you that i never wish to hurt each and everyone of you.. nowadays, people tend too ignore us.. and yes, i do not wish to be in this state. this is fucked up...
i think about babah everynight.. and that old man, HAJI T... i enjoyed counting my hair as it fell.. i enjoyed the migrain you gave me.. you really think you can hurt me with your so-called power? youre fucking kidding me.. i really wish i could say that on your face.. but you havent call us.. and just in case youre thinking of threatening us AGAIN, i'll make you suffer.. aah, you know, speaking of power, you really did make me laugh back then.. seriously? have you had no other choice to make? i mean, you could beg like a piece of shit.. err wait, you are a piece of shit.. i want people to know you so bad.. i mean, its not fair for me that you've embarrassed my family. but youre living your life as if nothing happened. what you did, what youre doing and what you will do, will not change a thing.. i resent an asshole like you..!! but i just hope you're safe~ *grin*
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